November 1, 2011
I am having one of those days when I want and need more. More of God, More of the Holy Spirit, More of Jesus and just plain more….
More Time, health, energy, obedience, discipline, joy, love, patience, worship, grace, mercy, and words.
Funny how some times we just feel like we don’t have whatever it is that we need and then we seem to get stuck in the waiting and desiring the more.Well, that is where I am stuck in the wait and I am not waiting very well today with grace, love and all compassion with the mind of Christ. I am not sure but I bet I am not the only woman or even person for that matter that sometimes looks and feels like a jerk in the wait….
It is moments like these that I am so glad the God is in control and that He is Father who loves, is dependable, gracious, kind, loving, merciful, and is the I AM! I worship you God and lay down all of myself, I surrender myself and my thoughts, my life my all to you my God and defender of what you have desired and called me forth to be. I will rise when you say rise and I will wait as long as you wait. Lord, I ask that you help me to keep my eyes focused on you and you alone during this time. I need you more and more every day! I love you lord and I am fully surrender and devoted to you and the plans you have for me and my house. I will serve you Lord all the days of my life!
I am going to let the Joy rise up and worship you today my King! I am nothing without you and I defer to you, I yield to you, I know that you want me to prosper and you have a path and you will make my path to your place straight and narrow! I love you. I am yours. I am you beloved and daughter whom you are well pleased. I ask that you help me to forgive myself for all the ways and areas that I have failed you and my family. I ask that you help me to renew and fix my focus on you and you alone, Lord. Please Father show us the way you wish for us to walk out our life for you to be brought Glory on earth. I need you Lord more now than ever. Please refine me with your consuming fire, so that I may please you in all my ways.
For our God [is indeed] a consuming fire. Hebrews 12:29 (AMP)
Guide me, Father I long for more of you fill me up to overflowing only your spirit. Thank You for never letting me go and always keeping me close to you. I will wait and keep breathing You in Jesus.
Sonya
